9th june 2008

i just came back from my double tuition weekly torture. it's so lifeless. come back from school, rest a while and attend tuitions half awake then come home so late already. ishh..if onlyy the school teachers were DAMN GOOD i wouldnt have to take tuition. arghh...i hate accounts so badly! i've no idea why am i taking that subject. it's like another add maths. so stupidd..u cant afford to make a single mistake at the top. cause everything down there follow ups. and some of the questions are related. why am i so dumb to even take this freaking subject. ive an uber good tuition teacher but i cant get my damn mind focus during the tuition , plus i dont understand!!! im more of a maths person. definitely not an account-y person. i often cant do something well if i think its useless. i mean wth...why wanna record so many damn times on one simple thing. makes life so complicated. haihhs. i rather take perdagangan to get that sweet 12 A1 of mine... arhhhhh!! but it's too late now. ive already missed out so much. damnit...

but anywayyyy....i managed to answer a freaking acc question just now. and im so proud of myself. i mean how could i've got that correct LOL! im gonna tell myself every monday that patience is a virtue . hopefully that will motivate me to get that DAMN A1 in accounts.! i'm taking so many subjects that's not related to my ambition. arghh! school's sooo @@$#$^#&^%*

i'm gonna go back to new moon ppl....<33

that was taken 2 yrs ago in summer splash. notice how lame the response was compared to this year. i'll prefer 2 yrs ago. less crowded = less smokers . those bloody smokers who're killing the ppl around them . go to hell!